Robert Junior.
By evil e | December 31, 2009
I will say I have a slight crush on Robert for this reason. Well, he’s not a bad looking guy, but mainly because he has overcome. I’m not a big fan of drug addictions and the dumb reasons behind them. And this guy was just rock bottom for so many years. But I have been glad over the last several years to see him coming back to the fore. And I think he’s a great actor, with talent that the other “rat pack”ers did not have. So, I’m impressed with him and his kooky smug nature. Keep ‘em coming Bob.
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2010
By evil e | December 26, 2009
I just dumped all of my Facebook friends except for 2, my boyfriend, and family: total 12 now. I need a less complex 2010.
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Can I go now?
By evil e | December 14, 2009
Still tortured…always tortured. I think depression is really just a disease label they place on people who truly get it to make them think that they are sick instead.
It’s not that I don’t like some of you people and some of the things I do in the course of a week. But, as with everything, there comes a time when you say, “Okay, that was fun, but can I go now?”
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News
By evil e | August 21, 2009
So, I have recently become a member of the Exit International website for believers in voluntary euthanasia. Gotta love the name. I like my EASE now.net…embrace assisted suicide for everyone….meaning NOT just those who are terminally ill, but for anyone deciding that’s how they want to end their life.
Euthanasia drug kit to be shown in Darwin
By Margie Smithurst
Posted Thu Aug 20, 2009
Euthanasia campaigner Dr Philip Nitschke will demonstrate a controversial drug-testing kit in Darwin this weekend.
In 1996, the Northern Territory became the first jurisdiction in the world to legalise voluntary euthanasia.
However this was later overturned by the Federal Government.
Dr Nitschke was recently detained for 11 hours on entry into the United Kingdom over his intentions to demonstrate the Nembutal test kit there.
Nembutal is an illegal euthanasia drug in Australia.
Dr Nitschke says he will not be using Nembutal in his Darwin demonstration and therefore does not expect any legal problems.
“If I was to take some of the drug that the kit’s been designed to test, that is the euthanasia drug Nembutal, along to the library, then use that to with the test kit to show that it was in fact Nembutal, then there’d be questions of legality there.”
Dr Nitschke says he has invited Northern Territory politicians to the display but he has had only a few replies from them.
“Some are expressing supportive views to the issue, which is encouraging, but inability to attend because of various other commitments.”
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The winner…
By evil e | August 5, 2009
So, tonight I was watching a biography of Abba and it was an interesting story, as many lives are. But when they got near the end and were discussing the breakups of the relationships in the band, The Winner Takes It All was the background music. That song always chokes me up…and it always has. Luckily I don’t torture myself by listening to it too often…of course I’ve heard it in Mamma Mia 4 years apart, but I am sitting here listening to it on Rhapsody. The guy speaking on the biography said it’s one of the bleakest divorce songs ever…and I agree.
There’s something about the lines…
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I’d be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
And those bolded lines that makes me get choked up when I hear it and I’m not sure why. I mean I can’t remember ever wanting to make a comfortable life with anyone I’ve ever dated in the past…at least not for the long term. The few breakups that hurt me were more in the early stages before I had gotten to the plateau. I don’t know if it gets to me because it means letting go and letting myself be taken care of and losing that control to someone else…to lay your trust in someone who could devastate you…
I dunno…but it is a very sad song, and a very good one.
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Me and Mariah
By evil e | July 16, 2009
I’m a little worried about her because she follows me around like my mother’s cocker spaniel used to follow her. The CS used to be immediate…Mariah just saunters over within a minute or two. She seems to have taken to Bob’s “disappearance” okay; a few days later she seemed to actually notice that he wasn’t pushing her aside to ake her food, and that she wasn’t having to muscle him when I put treats out for them. So, she seems okay, but she sure does like spending more time near me…as she sits here on a platform I put just to the left of my chair under my desk….and sleeps while I type and play online poker.
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This one wasn’t good….
By evil e | June 27, 2009
I had to put down my buddy Bob today…very sad. He was fine a few days ago…and I noticed he was thinner…and then I spent a few days deciding whether or not he really needed a vet…Luckily (I guess) I took him in and was told he was really bad off…so much so that he needed either very expensive tests and treatment, or to be put down. And especially because the vet couldn’t be sure what was going on, I chose the latter because I didn’t see any other viable option. So, I cried a lot and said my goodbyes to him as they euthanized him; a very quick and seemingly painless procedure. As such an advocate for that in humans, I don’t see why we can’t do it quick and painless like that too. Anyway, I will miss my nutty boy terribly. Love you Bob.

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Good, a death.
By evil e | May 22, 2009
I still can’t believe the only way to legally kill yourself in this country is to be in excrutiating pain.
Cancer patient first to use Washington’s assisted suicide law
SEATTLE, Washington (CNN) — A 66-year-old woman with stage 4 pancreatic cancer became the first person to use Washington’s assisted suicide law, a nonprofit organization announced Friday.Compassion & Choices, an organization that says it advocates choice for the terminally ill, said Linda Fleming of Sequim, took her prescribed medication and died Thursday evening at home with her family, her dog and her physician.
She had been diagnosed a month ago with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and was told she was “actively dying,” Compassion & Choices said in a written statement.
“The pain became unbearable, and it was only going to get worse,” Fleming said, according to the organization.
It said Fleming had worked with the organization’s volunteers to consider her choices. “I am a very spiritual person, and it was very important to me to be conscious, clear-minded and alert at the time of my death,” she said, according to Compassion & Choices. “The powerful pain medications were making it difficult to maintain the state of mind I wanted to have at my death. And I knew I would have to increase them.”
Washington’s law was approved by about 60 percent of voters in November. A similar law in Oregon passed in 1994.
Oregon says 401 people have died under the terms of its law.
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Condoms
By evil e | May 19, 2009
Wow…in my never-ending quest for new website names, I ended up on a site that was already taken…but I was intrigued by the porn pics. And even MORE intrigued when I saw one with a guy obviously wearing a condom. Good on ya. I am not a porn girl…never cared too much for it, but when I have been molested by it while visiting various sites, I have NEVER seen a condom-clad dick…until now.
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Happy Birthday mom!
By evil e | May 19, 2009
She would have been 62 today…and probably miserable.
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